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From the other side [Apr. 30th, 2011|06:28 am]
mythical ethical icicle trycle
Recently, I would say within the past couple of weeks a person who hangs out at my place of work has suddenly decided that he needs to talk to me and be my friend even though he has hung out there the entire time I have worked there. Suddenly the other day I'm one of his best friends? Really? I mean thats a nice thought but he dosen't know me well enough to place that kind of label on me. I have 3 beast friends. They have all been thorough alot with me to form that kind of strong bond. They are my fiance, my mom and Danielle who I have known since I was about 12. There is also the fact that he has always creeped me out a bit. And the more I talk to him the more red flags fly up telling me this is not a person I want to associate with. But he is nice and we do have interesting converations. He did also say he is an energy vampire, that I am totaly not confortable with. I want to find a way to make him go away but not insult him cuz I think he may have some emotional issues.
He did help teach me something about myself. Perhaps with tring to be other peoples friends in the past I have come on way too strong and have wierded them out on some level but they were all too polite to tell me and wanted to let me off easy without hurting my feelings. Its interesting to see things from the other end. It dose hurt a bit to think that I may have made people feel the way that guy has made me feel. I'm not sure just yet how to apply this lesson in life as I just came to this though pattern yesterday. I hope I can make good use of it and continue to grow as a person.
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