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2 weeks & a day! [Jul. 14th, 2011|09:43 am]
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on the 29th I will marry my love! I'm so very looking forward to this day! he is my true love, my other half, my balance, my wonderful man!
the planning is going well.
I'm tring not to stress, but, since my love is quitting smoking he's not as calm as he usualy is to help balance me out. but we are still doing quite well compared to others in the same situiation.
it has been such a relief that all friends and family involved in the wedding have been wonderfuly supportive and helpful. we have friends making all the food and I meet with all of them over the past couple of days to finalize the planning and even taste cake! I'm going out to Mom's this weekend to make Chris a shirt, we still need to get him pants and shoes, but atlease we now know what he is going to wear! I still need to set up a time to get together with my henna artist to get the wedding mendhi done. and most importantly we need to get our papers and complete our vows!
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(no subject) [Jun. 28th, 2011|10:51 am]
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why is it so difficult to get a response from certin people? if I send you a time related question don't you think it would be polite to tell me yes, no or even maybe?
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(no subject) [Jun. 16th, 2011|11:34 am]
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I am happy and surprised! My dad said he would help pay for part of the wedding! YAY! That will help so very much! WOO-HOO!
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(no subject) [Jun. 3rd, 2011|10:39 am]
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frustration asside life is very, very good for me right now! I will be married in less than 2 months! the planning is going smoothly. my hours at work just picked up. the bugs at work at working themselves out, which is to be expected with any transition. I have a happy, fun, quirky, random home life sprinkled with outtings to various places. 2 months from now I will be on my honeymoon! I am so looking forward to showing Mr Chris California and introducing him to family & friends!
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(no subject) [Jun. 3rd, 2011|09:53 am]
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I'm sorry if it offends you,
but it makes me happy
& I have to live with me,
you only get to visit! ;)
Christina(ME!) 6/3/2011

thought brought to mind by various interactions in my life. I don't fit the mold and never will, but I like me, isn't that a good thing?
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(no subject) [Jun. 3rd, 2011|08:20 am]
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what do you do when you want nothing to do with someone and or have discovered rather unsavory things about them yet still have them tied to events and obligations that you are not sure you can get out of? I would love to tell select people to fuck right off but that could make things very messy. though is it better to get rid of the bs and move on or avoid a fight?
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it's the end of the world as we know it and it's about time! [May. 20th, 2011|11:44 am]
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is the end of the world about to happen?
meh.
one thing about this timing is if you look at the religious idea behind the rapture. the concept that the true christians will be taken off of this planet and in some cases directly out of their cars leaving those cars to crash into those left on earth. today came the news that Macho Man Randy Savage died of a heart attack in his car. coincidence? also think of all the people who have died recently, famous/noteable or non. if the people are being taken back to god in this time how dose the recent death of Bin laden fit in? bad subject to touch on? well, I'm only noting the timing. also consider all the people that one knows personaly that you would consider to be a wonderful person who lives a good life that anyone would be proud to call their own? have they been dropping like flies? are we down to only the horrible ones at this time? not last I checked. also there is a group called Eternal Earth-Bound Pets who for a fee offers to care for the pets of christians after the rapture. so your family dog who never even bit a cat and was loyal to your family will be left here for the end of the world? how can a loving god do that? perhaps its just me, I've always been fonder of animals then humans, they have showed me more kindness then people on a consistant basis. another possibility is that this could just be a time of transition, an ending of some sort, but also a beginning. I will try to be optimistic and look forward to a new beginning. I will also keep living my life in the best way I know how and enjoy all of it that I can in whatever time I have.
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From the other side [Apr. 30th, 2011|06:28 am]
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Recently, I would say within the past couple of weeks a person who hangs out at my place of work has suddenly decided that he needs to talk to me and be my friend even though he has hung out there the entire time I have worked there. Suddenly the other day I'm one of his best friends? Really? I mean thats a nice thought but he dosen't know me well enough to place that kind of label on me. I have 3 beast friends. They have all been thorough alot with me to form that kind of strong bond. They are my fiance, my mom and Danielle who I have known since I was about 12. There is also the fact that he has always creeped me out a bit. And the more I talk to him the more red flags fly up telling me this is not a person I want to associate with. But he is nice and we do have interesting converations. He did also say he is an energy vampire, that I am totaly not confortable with. I want to find a way to make him go away but not insult him cuz I think he may have some emotional issues.
He did help teach me something about myself. Perhaps with tring to be other peoples friends in the past I have come on way too strong and have wierded them out on some level but they were all too polite to tell me and wanted to let me off easy without hurting my feelings. Its interesting to see things from the other end. It dose hurt a bit to think that I may have made people feel the way that guy has made me feel. I'm not sure just yet how to apply this lesson in life as I just came to this though pattern yesterday. I hope I can make good use of it and continue to grow as a person.
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(no subject) [Apr. 3rd, 2011|07:31 am]
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Yesterday Chris and his dad picked me up from work and we took a trip to Longship Trading Goods to see miss Cora or Thora (whoever she wants to be at the time) for her to show us some rings for the wedding. She later offered to buy our rings for us as a wedding present. We found some very nice rings that don't appear to match at first, but really do match if you look at them the right way and they both suit us both as people. Cora also told us if we ever split up she would have to kill us both since she likes us both. It's nice to feel loved! She also told me that she was using our relationship as an example of why she is waiting for the right one. Not that she wants our exact type of relationship, rather she is looking for the person who works best with her just like Chris and I work together. Later Chris told me that he has had some of his friends try to model their relationship off of ours and he has had to explain to them that what we have is not something you can force to happen, sure it takes work to maintain, but its just so natural for us to be together, it's a little hard to explain exactly, but when you find it you know its something else. It is nice to be able to look back now to when I was the single one who thought I might not find my love and to be able to pull from that experience to help others gain hope that they too can one day find their love.
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I understand why brides go crazy [Mar. 29th, 2011|05:31 am]
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Planning a wedding would be so much easier if all the family I talk to about it for planning would NOT try to tell me what to do! This is my wedding, my so-called "Big day" so let me have it the way I want it! First there is my mom tring to invite more and more people each time I talk to her about the wedding (I'm already VERY nervous about standing before all those people as it is, I don't need more, honestly I'm hoping not everyone I invited can make it). Chris' aunt who since she is single and went to art school has all these crafty ideas about what she thinks a wedding should be like. Now atleast Mom and Chirs' aunt will close their statements with "... but this is your wedding so its your decision." What really surprised me was Chris' dad's reaction to some of the things we want to do and some of his ideas were presented in a way where he seemed to expect us to change our minds based on what he wants. That is not the way this is going to go! This is our wedding, just us 2 Chris'. Others are people we are inviting as guests and sure some of them will help with the ceremony and other details (which we truly appreciate, don't get me wrong) but it is simply a day about the 2 of us so they just need to let us do what we want. Besides I have enough stress tring to throw this entire thing together I don't need more! On a lighter note I have the material for my dress and Chris' shirt plus a bunch of decoration and hair piece stuff from the fabric/craft store sitting ready to become something else. I guess I need to be a little thicker skinned or just get better at brushing things off. It is a work in progress just like all of life.
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